I LOVE SUMMER BUT I FUCKING HATE BEES
stop thinking so much. there’s no need to make yourself sad.
What am I doing
Im crying my eyes out at 3:11 am
Im begging myself to stop
But my mind replays everything
The mistake I made
The night we thought was our last
The months of being alone
The mistake you made in summer
I cant stop crying
I see you marrying him and never speaking to me again
Because Im not worth it
Im not wanted
Im not
idk
im not
i dont know what i am so i dont know what im not
People wait
all week for friday,
all year for summer,
all life for happiness.
Baby, just make sure you’re doing the drugs and the drugs aren’t doing you
I kept my love for you as alive as the summer we first met
I want to sleep with you. Or next to you. It doesn’t matter. I just want to lay in your bed together and talk and laugh about silly things and personal thoughts. I just want to be with you.
I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my way.